Hospitality

I HATE HOSPITALITY OPERATIONS!!!

IT'S A BIG WASTE OF MY LIFE AND I WANT THOSE 9 MONTHS OF MY LIFE BACK!!!

And NO!!! ... i will not practice positive self talk and change how i feel and react about certain things!!! If someone came up to me and told me the coffee i made was shit, i will not think 'that's ok, everybody has their own opinion, some people have different tastes' ... NOOOO!!!.. i will think 'GO MAKE YOUR OWN FUCKING COFFEE THEN!!! ... '

JUST BECAUSE I MAY HAVE NEGATIVE SELF TALK ... DOESN'T MEAN I'M GOING TO PUNCH ON!! ... (YES SIMON I THOUGHT USING YOUR PHRASE WAS NECESSARY).

HOSPITALITY OPERATIONS CAN FUCK ITSELF SIDEWAYS. ... I'VE NEVER CAPPED SO MUCH IN MY LIFE.

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Some people get it right the first time.



Ah hah.


I hate hay fever. And boogies. Gross.

let's take this good enough and turn it to great

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems, thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
how we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Yes, sometimes its gonna hurt
(yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girlboy
but we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves(hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always bekisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
what you found(wat u found)
Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
but i'm around(but im around)
GirlBoy, time and patience is essential
baby realize...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Yes, sometimes its gonna hurt
(yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girlboy
But we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work...oh
we gotta make it work...oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh

Thick and thin,(ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it
Yes, sometimes its gonna hurt
(yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
but we gotta make it work

we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work... oh
we gotta make it work..oh 

i .. am bored.

But i'm waiting for SOMEONE to reply to me but he wont because he's being a dog. And ignoring me. So whatevvvvv..

Anyway, i'm all bloaty and shit. Stupid time in the stupid month. Stupid water. Stupid everything.

OK.. so i hate bank people. Especially if they request that you contact them via email. And especially if you e-mail them and get a reply saying they're taking their annual leave and to contact someone else. And especially more if they give you the contacts of the person which end up not working!!!! ... And I also hate them because, when you call them to ask for a specific person, they can't put you through to him for some reason... and you have to wait. Then you get told he'll contact you later. So you leave you're number... but he never calls you at all. I hate that... I also hate, that i have to be a fucken hassle and e-mail the first person again because it's pretty fucken important, and i'd like a reply! Because i'd like to know if i can afford to get into college before telling UOW that i'm declining their offer! AND!!!!! I also hate receiving e-mails from the first person i e-mailed saying that she's no longer in charge of the campus loans and that i have to contact the other fricken guy who i couldn't get in contact with! ...

BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm all fired up now. The stupid lady said she'll make sure the bastard contacts me directly. .... SHAME HE HASN'T YET! ... I'm going to start throwing some chairs soon.

Ok... it's that time of the month. I'm emotional more than ever right now.

I think .... just maybe.. If someone told me they were going to quit a little habit they have... I just might be one happy vegemite tonight =P Tehehehe... love you.

Anyway, bank people suck. And so does 30 days of Night... most parts anyway.

*tear*

So i burnt my ear yesterday when i was straightening my hair and didn't realise. It hurts now. I burnt my finger today while straightening my hair today. This time i realised and swore. It stings... and itches. And when my dad came home, he whacked me in the face with his lunch box in a plastic bag. It hurt.

Why? What.. I mean... Why? What have i done.

I feel small =(

So i'm angry

I hate feelings. And i hate ... i HATEEEEEEE ... i HATEEEEEE... USELESS MANAGERS. That make notes on me and how to improve the store when she doesn't know shit all about the store.

And I hate fully sicks. And i hate kids that do happy laps around stocklands. And i hate that this makes me really angry. And i hate that i had no one to talk to about it yesterday. But then again... i ended up watching TMNT and Ratatouille, so i guess that was ok.. Anyway, i also hate that i haven't seen or talked to my friends in a very long fricken time. And i hate my life ... for many reasons i wont get into. And i hate that i feel the only person that i can depend on right now is too busy for me even if it's not their fault. And i hate that i've left my hair straightener on for so long. I hate that a shit song came on right now. I hate that my mum wasn't excited about my book scholarship even though it's not that exciting... but hey.. it's better than nothing. I hate that i didn't get that damn half scholarship. DAMMIT! I hate that people i know are getting with people i know - it freaks me out. I hate that my arm is going numb because i'm leaning on it while i type this. I hate that i hate too much.

Meh... i have so much hate in me today that i need to get out of the house. And i'm glad i am. Right now.

So goodbye.