2.38am

I'm so very tired but i can't sleep yet because there's important files being sent over to my "boss" who is both great and useless at the same time. It hasn't got to me yet because:
1. It's important
2. I've had some apple blackcurrant juice ... and ...
3. There's not long to go until it's finished.

What does bother me though, is that it's going really slow because i'm pretty sure we're capped. That, and the fact that my computer crashed the first time around. It's a bit ironic that when i start a blog to 'waste time', the file starts to send faster. *evil eyes*

Anyway. Today i bought a cheese and bacon bread from the bakery at the station - the one that everyone goes to in the morning. I thought 'Hey, haven't had one in a while... why the hell not.' Well, i can think of reasons why not but that's not important right now - i was hungry at the time. Anyway! So the lady that works there gives me my bread and then stops me and goes 'So what are you doing with yourself now', or at least i think that's what she would have been saying if she didn't have such a strong accent.

So i reply with 'Um, i go to college now.' Yes. Great answer i say. Anyway, then she TELLS me 'You went to Mary Mackillop'. And so that's where i become less freaked out and reply with 'OH YOU REMEMBER ME!' Yeah. That's basically my story. Sweet sweet bread lady. After that she went on about getting old, but all the students that come past will always be doing the HSC to her.

Yes... ok.

Anyway, here's an interesting video. Watch it... (i think the sound may be a little shithouse)

Gotta love autistic people ♥

Job search.

I didn't think i'd be blogging about needing another job. But! Here i am and oh yes, i need another job. I could probably go back to Fairfield RSL and do night shifts but that would probably lead to my death.

Today was a day off from the wonderful world of college. A nice long weekend. A useless long weekend. A really boring long weekend. I don't even remember what i didn't do because it was that boring. Guess it's a good thing i didn't go out anyway because i'm BROKE!! . Me and my $50 are going to stay home until it's absolutely vital for me to go out. Which ... unfortunately is tomorrow. That means... it won't be "Me and my $50". It will be just "Me". Because "$50" will have left me.

I walked past a shoe store today - a direct factory outlet. Direct facory outlet for shoes = same shoes at a cheaper price. Oh my gosh much? It took so much willpower to pull myself away from these cute flat Tony Biancos. I wanted to cry a little. Ok a lot.

It's so hard not having money! I need a new job that pays the big ones! Sigh.

Anyway, i'm going to go make myself some lasagna so i can save myself from spending an extra $10+ on food and drinks and lollies and what not. Dammit. I hate being poor.

Prettying it up.

I thought I could put in a little effort into this blog. I also thought i might blog about other matters that don't always result into my tourette outbreaks. I like to think a lot ... but taking action is a different story. So, we shall see how this all goes.

I'm living on approximately $65-$70 this week. Now that college has started, i'm working less hours. And by less i mean 10 - 15 hours less. So basically, i'm working 5 hours a week. If you looked for the word 'Crap', 'Shit', 'Retarded' ... anything negative basically - you'll see a picture of my manager writing up the rosters. So, as you probably can tell... i'm really not happy with this and neither is Natalie. So what do we do? We write up formal letter basically telling Matt that if he doesn't do something about this, that we're going bye bye!!

Anyway, being the idiot i am, i just admitted some things to someone that i didn't really want that person to know. I think i need to change that part of ... me. I think i've always been the type that admits their feelings to someone if they ask. I don't know why. Sigh... doesn't seem to be doing me any good anymore. Ha..

My head is really hurting now..

Interrupted

So... i was out with my awesome friend today and we were enjoying some delicious dark chocolate. Wasn't too nice after we were rudely interrupted by some random people walking by. They put me off... i wont say how. But they did.

I was very cranky pants.

lol .. hahaha..

Friend.

My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend. My Friend.

Remember. My Friend.

"If any of you have babies this year.. they're going to be a rat..."

Athina: "How dare you..."

It was funny at the time.

So anyway, i'm currently in the condition of being unsettled or unresolved and i am not liking it. Heh.

REALLY EFFIN MAD!!!

OH MY FRIGGEN GOSH!!

I probably have been as pissed off as i am now.. But i am so fricken cranky pants. Like, so very.

OK FIRST OF ALL: STOCKIES. Why the hell would you spend your day at stockies?! WHY!?!? Go to Parramatta or something. Geez. Most of the time all those cars parked in the parking lot or just people coming into the center because it's air conditioned!!! PEOPLE NEED PARKING SPACES MAN!! SO GO BUY YOURSELF AN AIR CONDITIONER AND INSTALL IT INTO YOUR HOMES AND STAY AT HOME!!!

Secondly... i think my dog is dying. And it makes me sad. And that's all i can say without crying.

Ok, so the thing isss... i like things to match. Like, house decoration wise and stuff. Everything just needs to look good together. Place mats need to be the same, plates, cutlery, wood design etc. The only thing that I don't mind matching is my room. My room is so very... not. I recently bought a new wardrobe... and my family and I put it in my room - it doesn't look good with anything else. Usually i wouldn't mind - seeing how i have 3 different wall designs. But this ... has just gone too far. I'm not a happy vegemite at all! Everything just looks wrong. I hate it...and wanna cry... but oh well.

ANYWAY... the last thing thats pissing me off is the fact that i put a fucking crack in my screen while cleaning my room! OH. MY. GOSH. So pissed offfff.

But yes... i'm going to go shower now.

RAAAAAAAAHHH!!! *PUNCHES SOMETHING*