Job slut

That's what i am. I go through one job to another. I had a job interview for the position of an event manager/functions assistant. I don't know HOW i'd be able to do it with my timetable this term, but the thought of being an event manager assistant is really exciting. I had a dream that it was already thursday and they were calling me back to let me know whether i got it or not.

Hmmm .... how exciting. BUT! I won't get my hopes up because the chances of getting it are slim due to my availability. Heh, but it would be nice. Oh well!

In other news: my birthday. weekend away. 2 nights. forresters beach. Yay! :)

My song ...

Just to think about it, I would do things that I would regret (tryna get you to)
To understand how I felt for you
I tried real hard time and time again but I
Didn't know my love wouldn't grow, I shoulda just let it go
But I, stayed around thinkin you would learn to love

And we both knew, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me
But baby I just kept holding on, I shoulda let you go
Shoulda let you go [x3]

Couldn't do without it, I felt I needed you in my world (to get me by, by)
More and more I looked out for you, tried to play me like a fool so I
Didn't care that love wasn't there, had to just let it go
Couldn't stay around, thinkin you would learn to love

And we both knew, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me
But baby I just kept holding on, I shoulda let you go
Shoulda let you go [x3]

Amina
And now I'm gone, plus I'd rather be alone
We both grown, lower your tone over the phone, aight
I shoulda known this, damn I shoulda known
It wouldn't last long, when you didn't come home some nights
And now I'm on, in the zone, handle business on my own
So respect the queen on the throne, aight
Here's some strong advice, move on, that's life
You're wrong I'm right, and I gotta letcha go

And we both knew, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me
But baby I just kept holding on, I shoulda let you go
Shoulda let you go [x3]

Don't know why you would ever lie to me so,
But I shoulda letcha
Don't know why I could never let you go
Coulda, Shoulda, Letcha
Don't know why...

Minus some parts ...

Been sitting thinking bout you and I
And wondering why were not getting along
So frustrated cause, what we had was a happy home
I don't know what the situation is, but I can tell in the way we kiss
We don't talk no more, it feels better when I’m alone

Sometimes I feel like there's no gettin through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away

Baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way, what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out, baby we're tripping off silly things
Boy I need you to meet me half way, if you want me to be with you 

I remember when, I be with my friends
You checked on me and made time to call
But how things have changed
Now I don't hear from you at all (yeah...yeah...yeah)

Sometimes I feel like there's no gettin through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do [All that i do]
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away…

Baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way, what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out, baby we're tripping off silly things
Boy I need you to meet me half way,  if you want me to be with you 

Don't let your pride get in the way
On something we worked so hard, don't throw it away
I’ve been trying to make you see,
Everything you need, is right here in me 

Sometimes I feel like there's no gettin through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away…

Baby I’m slowly...
[Don't turn and walk away...]
Baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way, what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling [I'm slowly...] out
Baby I'm tripping off silly things
Boy I need you to meet me half way,  if you want me to be with you 

I’m tired of giving my all
[Slowly fallin]
How did we end here this way
I just want to know what are we gonna do
[Slowly fallin]
How did we end up here this way? What are we gonna do
[Slowly fallin]
How did we end up here this way?
What are you gonna do

colds and sniffles

Ever spin around in circles until you got so dizzy you fell? Yes...

What's the most comfortable thing you own? My bed ..

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? When it's cold ... and i don't care..

How long does it take for you to take a shower? 15 - 20 mins ...

Have you ever stolen a sign from a street? Um .... no don't think so.

What was the last thing you were thinking about? My headache and sickness...

If you could change your MIDDLE name, what would it be? lol ... I'd make my middle name my first name and get rid of my first name all together.

Is the moon out right now? Dunno ...

What's the heaviest thing you own, besides a car? What makes you think i own a car?

Do you live on your own? Unfortunately not...

Whose car were you in last? Mine ... well, technically my dads now.

What's your relationship status? single.

Who was the last person to ever kiss you? this guy.

When was the last time you held hands with someone? i dunno ...

Do you have a crush/like someone right now? mmmmmmmm ...... i guess.

Have you ever wished upon a star for a certain someone? Yes... and yuck.. can't believe i have.

What was the weirdest moment with you and your bf/gf? 4 questions up buddy..

Is love even real to you? unfortunately..

Warm up near a fire or cuddle under the stars? warm up near a fire and cuddle under a glass rooftop to see the stars...

Who is the person you regret being/doing something with the most? lol an ex.

Most romantic: flowers or chocolate? neither.

If single... are you lookin around? nope.

If taken... are you happy? piss off.

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or two best friends? two best friends or a large group of allllllll my close friends.

What's one of your weird quirks that nobody really understands? ... i dunno.

Ever thought about why grass is green? not really...

Can you build a detailed sand castle? ive never tried.

Ever bit someone else's tongue? yeah

Have you ever tackled someone to the ground? yeah

What's one of your favorite possessions? my laptop...

Do you like to sleep? i love sleep.

Is your bed comfortable? yes... it is.

What's the most awkward thing that happened to you in public this month? probably crying in front of a lot of people.

Who's the last person that freaked you out? your mum.

Who was the last person to compliment you? your mum.

What's in your purse/backpack/other(pockets, wallet...)? a lot of shit.

Do you feel like life will be easier when you're older, or harder? who's hard?

How come macaroni and cheese is so good? cause of the cheese. and the macaroni.

Is pink the new black? pinks cool. but no.

What thought made you cry last? my stupidity

What is the most amount of money you would spend on a pillow? 10-15bucks.

About how many white lies do you tell per day? 0-1 maybe.. depending on who i'm "complimenting".

Last book you read for pleasure? i dunno ... probably a jodi picoult book.

If you google your name, what comes up? LOL .. My facebook page.

Whose birthday is coming up? everyones!!! .. including mine. yayayayayayayayyayyyy...

Will you teach your own children abstinence or about birth control? birth control. and then tell them if they have sex before its legal ... they'll die.

How many days after you develop a cold until you go to the doctors office.? 0 ... i dont go to the docotrs if i have the cold. i have the cold right now. hence why im home doing this right now.

What is the wierdest pet you have owned? a bird with a broken wing. YUCK... I HATE BIRDS...